an unhealthy obsession...

okay it's time to confess something, i have an unhealthy obsession...with....

TAYLOR SWIFT

 It seriously started the second I heard Tim McGraw playing on the radio, I thought oh my gosh who is this young girl and why am i obsessed with this song?! Oh man thus it began. I've seen the symptoms before in the past with my Mary-Kate & Ashley obsession (that was bad, I still have it when it comes to them), along with
Shirley Temple, Princess Diana, Tara Lipinski, Christina Aguilera, Sandra Bullock, John Travolta, umm I think that's it. Um is it weird that they are all females? my obsessions? Is this normal? I just have looked up to them and still do I swear i think it's normal. I love them so much. Its healthy right?

Okay Miss Taylor Swift is the epitome of a true star. She's down to earth, charismatic, full of life and love, talented, heartfelt, and most importantly humble. I get sooo defensive when someone says that they don't like her or they think she has no talent its ridiculous, as if I know her so well that I have the business to be standing up for her..I don't, but I still do it. My boyfriend thinks i'm ridiculous and crazy but I can't help it if Taylor Swift actually helps my happiness level. About 3 months ago I think, I was having the worst day ever and I came home to find two magazines with taylor swift on the cover. Um it was a bit odd, in one second, I was ecstatic and bouncing off the walls like a 5 year old kid in a candy store. My mood was absolutely uplifted within the blink of an eye. Sometimes when my boss is being a booger or family is having issues or friends are bugging out on me, I'll just start humming taylor swift and i get this freakish smile across my face. Actually let me just be fully honest, as if I haven't already, I always am singing Taylor Swift and I am always smiling because of it.

Again I repeat, is this normal? Totally hope it is!

Her songs speak straight to my heart, uplift my spirits, turn my frown upside down. Not just her songs, but her presence in this world. 

Pretty sure if there were no t.swift I'd live such a less happy life.

<3 She's amazing.End.Of.Story.I love her! <3

Now the party don't start til I walk in....

oh my gosh my birthday week was amazing!! Filled with wonderful friends, my love, laughter, dancing, singing, movies, talking, just pure happiness.

Friday night was my stampede birthday party and boy was that a night to remember, or was it? Okay so people who know me know i'm not a party girl, like the super crazy ones, but i'm crazy in my own way. And i investigated the type of drinks I could have and since I was off for the next four days decided to do something i've never done in my 27 years of existence....I GOT DRUNK! Now I wouldn't say hammered plastered out of my mind drunk, nope definitely not, but I was intoxidated and i'm glad to say i'm a fun drunk! I am even goofier and funnier than normal, glad we cleared that up. But I did not like feeling sick part, totally almost threw up, scurry stuff, so would i do it again, eh probably night, am i a loser? eh no but super dorky!

It was such an amazing night, it started off a little rocky because a lot of people ended up canceling last minute and I got scared my party wouldn't be a pooper, but my best friend jenny was there and she really just brought the mood up and my other friends came and it was an epic night, those that didn't make it, durn i missed you!!! Those that were there, damn you guys are something special!

Biffle & the Boyfriend

I felt so beautiful that night

turned my night around

The dancing was awesome, my friends Amanda and Mikey were totally into it, made me happy! Shawnee & Mar got me Nintendo 64 with games and my favorite MARIO KART!!!! frickin A best gift!!!! Bri was our DD and such a trooper with her bum knee, Marlee is always a hoot and hates the stampede but wouldn't let it show, give her some booze and she'll like it. Isabel showed up for a while which made my night, and boyfriend came which made me feel special because he hates that kind of stuff. And of course biffle was my biffle amazing as always, and hey shawnee showed up at my house to eat a cupcake and he did not join us at the stampede in fear of...well...nevermind

The gang hanging at my house!

Amanda my hardcore dancing buddy

Kat came all the way from LA!

Oh my gosh Sunday night with Stephanie & Becks and their lovely men was just wonderful!
They made me a delicious gluten free/dairy free meal, I had my very own birthday plate to eat off of, we took pictures galore, and I got to see Stephanie & Stephen's house and see my dear friend after so long. It was just a beautiful night, it was funny, I didn't want to leave them, I didn't care about how tired I was, I seriously didn't want to leave.

Been best friends since 7th grade, that's epic

Love this girl so much

beautiful flowers

My bestest, my constant

my birthday plate I got to eat off of

My actual BIRTHday was spent with my best friend Becky seeing a movie and shopping and birthday night was spent with the boyfriend, it was an amazing week full of love and friends and happiness.

I'm blessed <3